So sorry for a long break from blogging, i was busy in my personal and professional life. I am getting scared today, for what, for loosing my love, for loosing my hope of love, loosing the love of my life. Don’t worry, and don’t panic at all, There are fights in every relationship, we also fight, but the main point is resolving the matter. Don’t worry my love, don’t know you are reading this or not and what is our situation, this guy will be always on your side, even you are right or wrong, but everything you do is right, i am always be on your side. I don’t know when you are reading this, but if we are not together, this was my last relationship this guy is waiting for you to come back, and if we are together, i love you so much, you are the most gorgeous and preety girl i have ever seen, I love you. Can’t wait to hug you so tightly.
Day 11 of fearing of loosing you. Can’t sleep whole night, can’t focus on any work on day. My focus is only on you everytime. i have gave a commitment to myself, not on 4th jan 2024, but on the day when we met first on interview. That if i have ever have you in my life, i can’t let you go anywhere for the lifetime. I will give you so much love, you will get into me. You know what i was scared of, seeing you in a tention, in a stress, having anxiety issues. I can’t see you in this. I know what happend in your past. But i dont want me to be the reason if this same senerio happens again, i can’t forgive myself. I am a boy, i am not a man, you said to me. I accept this, but wait for me, i’ll be your man and prove you that dating me is not a bad decision of yours.
if you are reading this and we are not together, make me sure are ok and not crying at this point, just text me right now that i am ok. if we are not together, this guy is still thinking about you and waiting for you. my love is still increasing for you day by day again and again. Your family is still my family, i am still there for you in every situation you ups and downs i am still standing every min, just call me anytime.
But if we are still together, you are the only love of my life and i am your bhoot :), not going anywhere i will tease you in every romentic and funny way for whole life. If we are together, text me right now that we are going to date, decide a date and time right now and text me date and time, we will go on date. Just meet me, hold my hand, look into my eyes, and say I love you, I will hug you so tightly, and will never leave you, 5 min, 10 min, 1 hour, i want to hug you long and long.
Well we don’t know what the situation is, but i still love you and i love you so much.