Hi dear readers, and my love, Hope you all are doing well and you too my love. As you all have read the title, you all must have got an idea, that i don’t want to be the reason, or the reasons of something. And if you all have read all the blogs, you must understand that what are the points a man don’t want to happen or create in a relationship
The girl i love so much and still in love with her, i know about her pasts, almost everything. About her family, or her last relationship. I have never judged her though, even i was, i am, and i will be ready for any kinda support she and her family wants from me. She has anxiety issues. She gets panic attacks sometimes, of which i dont want to be the reason of. Always want her life sorted without any problem, Happily. I pray for her and for her family everyday for their happiness and smile
One day, she texted me, that she is not okay, but at that time, i was there on time to talk with her to make her laugh. Fuck it! What about now, Is she okay now? Is there anybody who talks to her when she is not ok, to make her laugh and lighten her mood?
This always scared me and i get worried whenever i think about this, and then overthinking started.
Hello!!, i still love her and still worried about her. And did i stll want something in return, nio.
She called me one day, that she was in her examination center, that’s in bawana, the place where i don’t even want to visit, bcoz of low class gentry and people. She called me that she was there and asked me that if you can drop me there. But then she picked up a battery rickshaw and told me that now i am okay. I asked her that be there and i will pick you up, Bcoz i dont feel safe when she is there alone, i know that what kind of area that is.
I can’t see her sad, i can’t see her crying, i can’t see her in a problem. That’s ok, if now she doesn’t think about me, she now doesn’t sometimes care about me, i didn’t even ask for her to give me attention or care. All i ask, she to not face any kind of problem alone, i am here na, i will help you out to get out of that problem. You don’t need to be embarrassed, if you took my help. Didn’t i told you that, I am always there for you!, This statement will gonna be apply for whole lifetime, even after we will get separate too. I can write a whole book for my love for you in my heart, A whole damn Book, of more than 500 pages.
Well, i think it’s enough for now, Blogs will be continue. Thank you reader and my love for reading this. Take care please, thank you audience.
Have a Great day ahead