Huhh…, so welcome to Booksapien’s new blog. Once again, I am here to express my feelings, my love. Well, I am not a blogger; I am very lazy and don’t like to write or read ;), but you know what? This is the first relationship of my life, and I feel very different vibes nowadays. I am a changed person since I entered this relationship. I’ve changed my outlook on life and how I see the world, everything.
Well, this is because of my love, my girlfriend. She is much more mature than me, and I am very silly ;). Every time, I just want to have fun and do silly things, but she is so much more mature and serious. She thinks a lot sometimes about what people say, what society thinks about us. I know we must consider this to some extent, but not too much (baby, kuch toh log kahenge, logo ko kaam hai kehna). We have to find our own way that makes us happy. We only have one life; we have to live it openly. Nowadays, I just want to see her smile all the time. I try my best every day to make her smile. Her smile brightens my whole day.
On the days when we can’t text, call, or meet, my day feels incomplete. I know my English sucks a little bit ;), but spending time with her is refreshing. When we meet, I just always look at her—her eyes, her eyebrows, her outfit, her ears, her hands. She is just so damn cute. Sometimes, I think, do I deserve her? Does she deserve me? She deserves better than me because of her personality, maturity, sincerity.
But now, what can I do? I am so attached to her, her nature. She cares about me a lot. She can improve me, she can cure me, she can make me the man she deserves. And now, I don’t know why, I cannot see my future without her. I know that we are too young for this, but still, I can live my whole life with her. A person can become mad when they fall in love. I used to laugh when someone said this and walked away, but now I realize, a person can become mad. I am totally in love with her right now. She is the one now. If she becomes successful, I will be happy.
Well, I think we have to finish our blog here. We will discuss more later. Thank you so much for reading my blog.
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In a world where writing often feels rushed and fragmented, your words come across as deliberate and full of intent. They invite the reader into a space where they can breathe and reflect, offering moments of stillness amidst the noise. What you’ve written is more than just a collection of ideas; it’s an invitation to pause, to think, and to truly absorb the beauty of what is being shared.